Yeah so... I'm finally updating. [08 May 2005|09:41pm] [ mood | reallyreallyhappy! ] [ music | -greysanatomy- ] Yesterday was the best. day. ever. I'm so glad I decided to go! So gorgeous. Prom was fun. The aftermath however... I could do without. Why is it that there's always someone who wants to bring you down? What you need to do is stop trying to make people feel sorry for you. I wasn't suprised to get your text. I know you better than you think... You're... gorgeous but taken. You're... too complicated. You're... creepy with stalker potential. You're... indecisive. And you... You're so predictable. Why can't I meet a normal guy?? Audrey those guys at IHOP were funny huh? Are we really going back in two weeks? I wonder if Jordan will be working? :) But yeah. I'm going now. Love, J*Love 3 black eyes| throw a punch

I had just about the best Spring Break ever... [28 Mar 2005|02:49pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | -ryan o- ] I don't even know where to begin... Let's start with me staying up last night until 4 in the morning cleaning and doing homework. Yeah, I think I'm an insomniac. I'm talking to Ryan right now. I love that guy. We go way back. Red Glove was amaaazing. I can't wait to do it again next year. I made about a dozen new friends, they're all so much fun. I got a lot of phone numbers though so hopefully I'll be able to keep in touch with everyone. The cast party was a lot of fun. I got a lot of really good pictures! ;) So I've taken up clogging. It's cool because everyone that's in my clogging class was in Red Glove with me. It's a lot funner when you know everyone. I've only been to one class and I'm already hooked. I love it. And Jeffery's our teacher so at least we know we're learning from the best. Well... Can I smell it at least? Haha Chassi I love you! Lola's all better now!!! She got 4 new brake pads, an alignment, new shocks, and 4 new tires! My mom told me to not ask questions and to thank the Easter Bunny. I cried. You're just adding to the cause... Don't talk to me, I don't associate with liars... I guess that's just about it. I feel like I've been super busy all the time and now it seems like I don't have anything to write about... Love, Me 1 black eye| throw a punch

And dip... [07 Mar 2005|04:30pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | ::texting:: ] I am so tired. I danced for a total of about 17 hours this weekend. Red Glove is taking up so much of my time. It's going to be an awesome show though. Everyone should come. JT and I have been flirting a lot lately. It's weird. Tristan told me to stay away from him and that he's a dog but... flirting's so much fun! Lol don't worry, I highly doubt anything will come of it! I'm glad all that's over... Maybe now things can get back to normal? I had a job interview today at DSW Shoes. I think it went really well. They said they'll call me in a few days. It would be so much fun to work with Vronda. I like the store a lot too lol. Speaking of Vronda... Okay. We went out Saturday night just driving around and whatnot. Well, we pull up to this stoplight on 41st street and the guy in the car next to us was all O_O. So I was like... you're old... and we drove off... really fast lol. Well it was all good until I see them flying up next to us and I was like ??? where's the fire? Yeah. He mooned us. It was horrible. Then we pull into the AMC parking lot and there's a guy wearing a kilt playing bagpipes with like... 20 guys skateboarding around him. It was a crazy night. There's a storm comin' in. It was sprinkling a little earlier. Sunday it was like, 70 and now Wednesday it's supposed to snow... Is that normal? Has anyone seen my sister? Love, Me 1 black eye| throw a punch

Strummin' my pain with his fingers... [03 Mar 2005|08:36pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | -nothin'- ] I finally got all of my job apps turned in. Yay for me. I went to the daycare to see the kids today. I miss them all so much. It's nice not having to change their diapers though. Now I just get to play:) I'll always remember I had it on the last time I touched you... Why can't I just get better? Someone please give me the answer to that... It seems as though I need myself a date for prom. He was my date but now he's going to be in New York. So the search continues. I actually can't wait for dance on Saturday. Maybe it'll make me feel better. Skreetch I swear, if you don't show, I will kill you. I can't believe I turn 18 this year. I can't wait. Seriously. I went out to eat again tonight. You'd think Momma was tryin' to fatten me up. It was really good though. Thanks for din din. Taylor Beams cracks me up! I swear, I thought I was going to pee. I'm sorry you "conked" your head when you were in Kindergarten! Lmao... Do you ever think we'll get passed this? Sometimes I think so... but other times... Love, Me throw a punch

It was in Ohio... [02 Mar 2005|11:33pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | -Limbeck- ] Today was a pretty good day. After school I went shopping and out to eat. Which is always fun. I've found that my dogs and my cat do NOT get along. Except Sweetie. She's so needy she gets along with everyone/thing. I finished my book. It was sooo sad and not at all what I was expecting. Way way sad. Operation No-Talky Talkerson is still in effect and going good! Can you believe I'm on seven pills a day now?! Four different meds, three in the morning, four at night. And I'm fixing to start my fifth prescription now. I am not a happy camper. But hey, whatever it takes to keep kickin', right? I honestly thought you'd care more than you do, with everything we've been through and all. I've kept it pretty quiet, so maybe you just don't know. I guess I had you all wrong... I've been sleeping a lot lately. It's nice. I'm actually going to go to sleep now. Night. Love, Me throw a punch

Nice jeans... [28 Feb 2005|03:27pm] [ mood | notsogood ] [ music | -television- ] So today was a not-feeling-so-good day. Too bad there's no cure for what I got. They say, "we can only make you more comfortable." That's the way to live, lemme tell ya. I can't believe it snowed today. Only in Oklahoma... If you only knew the things he's said behind your back... Go take a bath. Congratulations Matt!!! Love, Me throw a punch

Sometimes I think I hate you... [27 Feb 2005|03:44pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | -therain- ] Practice tonight at 8, I'm excited. Congrats to Odge Podge on her new job, I hope you like it. Vronda wants me to come work with her. She says you start off at $7. That might be something to look into. Day by day I get a little bit sicker... Everytime I wake up I feel a little worse. Maybe that's just something I should get used to. I'm going to see a new doctor on Monday so... that should be fun. Love, Me p.s.-It's you're. 1 black eye| throw a punch

Why are you scared of me? [22 Feb 2005|04:18pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | -somepianoCDofmysisters- ] He could possibly be my bestfriend, and he doesn't even know my name... So I went to the doctor today. I have a sinus infection. But I already knew that. He gave me three different medicines (allergy meds, antibiotics, and eye drops). I was like... is all this okay to take with my heart medicine?? Just call me Ms. Drugsalot. Tomorrow's the big day. I'll let ya'll know how it goes. I went and got job apps with Odge Podge yesterday. I had so. much. fun. Ha, we're so much alike it's scary. The splitting of the pants was definitely the highlight of my day. She's crazy. I've been fighting the urge to write lately. Why? I'm not sure... I don't think it's quite laziness as it is I'm scared of what might come out... Suggestions please?? Didn't think I'd be hearing from you anytime soon. You miss me because I'm a good person. I don't miss you because I know I'm better off without you. New myspace pictures! ---> http://profiles.myspace.com/users/6276689 Tonight's One Tree Hill. I couldn't be anymore excited. Love, Me throw a punch

I had jelly beans for breakfast. It's going to be a good day. [20 Feb 2005|03:30pm] [ mood | pretty good ] [ music | -daytona500- ] Okay so Stephen Speaks wasn't there at all lastnight. But Fridgebuzz was pretty good. The Effects did awesome and The Burden Brothers... great. It was a... good? night. :) This is my favorite kind of weather. Yay. Desperate Housewives comes on tonight. I'm excited. I feel like I haven't watched it in years. Off to Wal*Mart! Love, Me p.s.-I know you miss me... Why don't you just tell her? throw a punch

Hide and seek... *bang bang* [19 Feb 2005|06:15pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | -odge podge- ] Lastnight was a lot of fun. I went to the Owasso/Union game with Dani. I finally got to meet her boyfriend, Aaron. He's really nice and cute. Score for her. The her and I saw Hide and Seek. It was so good but so scary! I got home around 12:45 and woke up this morning at like... 9:15. Yeah, I was hella tired. Buuut, Red Glove practice isn't that bad. Tonight is The Effects at Boston's. Stephen Speaks (or just Rockwell Ryan, I'm not sure) is also playing. I'm excited. It looks to be a good night. You really don't know him as well as you think you do. If you knew... I doubt things would be as "peachy keen" as they are. Maybe you guys should spend more time talking... Have you ever known someone for a really long time and felt in the end that they don't really know you. Wouldn't you do what you could to help them get to know the real you? Sometimes people don't want to look past the person they think you are to see the person you really are... Off to get ready! Love, Me 1 black eye| throw a punch

Geh. I hate stupid girls. [17 Feb 2005|09:53pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | -withoutatrace- ] The baseball scrimmage was today. We did pretty well. Kyle's so cute, I miss him. I'm really, really tired. I didn't go to bed lastnight till 1:45. Crazy, I know. I just wasn't tired. I talked to Michael for a little while. It was nice to hear from him. Turns out the show on Saturday is all ages. Yay. Maybe I'll go. Tomorrow is... coffee and a movie with Teigh and Lindsey. I miss him, too. Love, Me 1 black eye| throw a punch

Happy Valentine's Day. <3<3 [14 Feb 2005|05:32pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | -that70sshow- ] Audrey's on her way over. We're going to The Pinkeye to see the guys. Looks to be a good time. I'm glad I'll get to spend my Valentine's in his company. Yeah, he's going. Ya'll should see the dessert Heather made for the dinner Joel's making her. It's super adorable. They're super adorable. It seems kinda funny to me that those who were once closest to me now don't care at all whether I'm dying or not. Irony got the best of me I suppose. They don't deserve to know. Let them wonder if I'm dying. Let it eat them up. And when I do die, let them be ashamed they never ask how I was. Off to do things. Later. Love, Me throw a punch

SOLD OUT?! [13 Feb 2005|10:47am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | -radio- ] So lastnight didn't turn out quite like I thought it was going to. It was still fun, just not what I expected. The battle was sold out so we met Matt and Sam at Shades of Brown. My Grasshopper was so good! Haha. Then we all went to AMC to see Sideways, although we ended up seeing Finding Neverland instead. And yes, I cried. Not hard, just a little lol. What can I say? I'm a crier. What have I gotten myself into... Desperate Housewives come on tonight! I'm excited lol. I know you're reading this... Why not comment and let me know what you think. Bored. Later. Love, Me 1 black eye| throw a punch

Good luck at the battle boys! [11 Feb 2005|03:36pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | -thecrush- ] I leave tomorrow morning for Texas. If I'm still going, that is. I haven't talked to Heather in a few days. I have Red Glove practice tonight. And the game's tonight. Battle of the Bands is tomorrow at Cain's. Jarrod said he'd record it for me but... he'll probably forget lol. I talked to Mrs. Moore about the talent show. When I told her what I was doing, I swear her face went O_O. Hahaha. It was really funny. It should be really good, I have a lot of suprises. You're clueless and I find that quite entertaining. You're lucky I have a conscience or you'd have a sticky situation on your hands. I don't think you know him as well as you think you do... Love, Me throw a punch

I'm in such a good mood :) [07 Feb 2005|04:13pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | -thenews- ] This day has been so good. I got to eat sugar for the first time in three days! I was so happy. You should have seen me. I talked to him today. He's so cute. He's got the prettiest eyes... I got my Bein test made up so... my average should come up a lot. Having control over someone when they don't know they're being controlled is so much funner than being their bitch. I think I've been losing weight. Why do I think that? Even the ring Chris got me doesn't fit me anymore. Oh well. And thanks to Kristen and Candace, that made my moms day lol. I have a field trip Wednesday. I'm just excited to get out of school. I'll probably sit by Tiffani so we can have our "talk." Haha, should be a good time. You may disgust me, but you still amuse me. When did you become so white trash? Things to do. Later. Love, Me throw a punch

Bleh... [06 Feb 2005|01:24pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | -radio- ] You make me sick... So I'm at Luce's now... Great times. We just watched Dirty Dancing:Havana Nights for like, the millionth time. That movie's the best. I think I'm going to Texas on Saturday. Looks to be a good time. I had a dream lastnight about a guy I go to school with... It was great lol. I may have changed, but I'm still me. You're not even you anymore. You are so gross... But, I'm about to go home and get ready for the SuPeRbOwL so... yeah. Later. Love, Me 1 black eye| throw a punch

Like Toby said... How do you like me now? [05 Feb 2005|12:12am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | -mix- ] I had Red Glove practice tonight. It was for vocals. I am so not a singer. The Chambers twins sang for me today. They areso good. They should've been in Red Glove. They sang Killing Me Softly. My fav. I was like stroighafv. It gave me chills. I watched Friday Night Lights tonight. I'd seen it before and yet I still cried. I'm a pansy, I know. We're watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind tomorrow night. I've seen that, too, it's really good. Momma says no more sugar. Meaning... no more pop, candy, nothin'. We're trying to figure out why I'm so tired all the time. Hopefully this helps. It sucks being worn out 24-7. Speaking of, I'm going to bed. I have practice in the morning at 9:45. Wish me luck. Love, Me throw a punch

I've got all I need... Right here in the passenger seat... [03 Feb 2005|02:21pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | -stephenspeaks- ] My Stephen Speaks CD came in the mail yesterday. It's really good, I like it a lot. I thought I'd found the perfect prom dress but I went back lastnight to try it on for my mom and it was too big. So I had to get it in the next size down in red. The one I wanted was maroon. And turns out it's twice as much as I thought it was. I was so mad. But, I think I'm gonna get the red one anyways. It fits a lot better and $80 bucks is still really good for a prom dress. The date debate is still ongoing. One's a no, one's a maybe, one I haven't asked, and another's a for sure yes. It'll be fun to see how it turns out I guess. I came home from school early today. My chest was hurting like no other. I wish they'd figure out what the damn problem is and fix it. I'm sick of hurting. Whitney invited me to come watch her cheer showing tonight. Lindsey and I are going. I'm excited to see the CDX dance team. I hear they're really good. I have practice tomorrow night and Saturday morning. I'm excited. Last weekend was a lot of fun even though I could barely walk the day after. Shower time. Later. throw a punch

So... Change is good... Right? [30 Jan 2005|01:39pm] [ mood | zen ] [ music | -butchwalker- ] So I saw someone lastnight that I haven't seen in about a hundred years. Who? Jenson. Yep. That's what I said. We talked a lot about the old days and how things are now with everyone. It was kinda nice. He said he'd help me pick out my prom dress. I could use his shopping expertise. I love being around people I know truly love me. Not just love me some of the time, but all of the time. They keep me grounded. Just a random thought. I ordered the Stephen Speaks CD a few days ago. I'm super excited, I can't wait for it to get here. I think I may ask Justin to prom. Isn't that exciting! I'm excited. Oh my gosh... So. Cute. If he doesn't want to go I've got a couple other people in mind so... I should be covered. I had my first dance rehearsal yesterday. I can barely walk. It's going to be really cool though. If anyone's interested in coming, let me know. Tickets will be on sale shortly for $15. It's raising money for people with Cerebral Palsy. It'll be March 18th and 19th at TCC. Love, Me throw a punch

And breathe... [16 Jan 2005|10:34pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | -thenews- ] So I know I haven't updated in a while... I've been busy. I no longer work at the daycare. I'm looking for a job that pays a bit more considering I have to buy a new car. School is going good. I got above average on all of my ASVAB scores. Lucy says she's coming to my school next year. That makes me really happy. It'll do a lot for my sanity to have her there. I spent yesterday and today in Jay at my grandparents house. In case my grandpa never goes home from the hospital on Thursday, I wanted the last place I saw him to be at his house. Every since I stopped going to the chiropractor and getting acupuncture for my sinuses my nose has been clogged/running like a mother. It sucks. Maybe after I get a car I can start going back again. I watched Now and Then tonight and realized ironically how much I miss those summers down in the trailer park. White trash, I know. I start dance a week from Friday. I couldn't be more intimidated. Lucy and I went to see The Phantom of the Opera on Friday. It was really, really good. Long though. I highly recommend it. Is it weird that every since Heather taught me the beginning of Scarborough Fair on piano I've been doing better in my math class? Seriously. I went to school the day after I learned it and understood my math for the first time in a long time. Thanks Heather. I've got to get in the shower though so... Later. Love, Me throw a punch

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